Love. 4 letters. 1 syllable. Infinity meanings. You love your family, you love your cat. You love chocolate, you love electronics. You love him. I thought I loved you. But you proved me that love isn’t something that just comes. I gave you everything in the world that I had. I forced happiness between us, when I felt the complete opposite. You piss me off. Get your god damn face out of my food at lunch, and when you take my food, don’t get mad when I take yours. Don’t call me a ‘bitch’ every other word, you disrespectful coward. Learn how to treat a girl, then maybe I will reconsider this hatred feeling I have for our relationship currently. Why I’m still with you, I ask myself every day of my life. You do nothing but paint the frown upon my face. I’m just now realizing it, too. It went from 2 years ago, I was the happiest person on the planet. Smiles non-stop. Now it’s like… what is a smile, anyways? I’m sorry I don’t have her body, or that girls personality, or someone elses sense of humor. What I do have and have done for you is love you like nobody else in the world will ever love you again. I’ve put up with your shit for too long, and you will never find someone like me again. I’m strong and confident that I can and will find someone that will treat me right; through good and bad. Which is something you slack.

I’m sorry. But it’s not working.

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